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The Distance

by Nick Kizirnis

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    Dayton’s Nick Kizirnis has made a new solo record unlike anything he’s recorded in the past. The Distance has an Americana, Alt-Country feel to it - imagine a cool Chris Isaak record, but with female lead vocals. Kate Wakefield from the band Lung provides brilliant vocals on The Distance, while Kizirnis, along with Crazy Joe Tritschler, Patrick Himes (Bribing Senators, Flyaway Minion), Tod Weidner (Shrug, Motel Beds) & drummer Mark Patterson (Son Volt), adds rich textures throughout the 11 Kizirnis originals and 2 cover songs by Lucinda Williams (Am I Too Blue) and Tom Waits (Take It With Me).

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1.
The Beginning We can’t erase - the path we’ve been walking, Don’t lock the door – we’ve got nowhere to go, Curses at night – I hear them calling, My heart is lost – I’m living in sorrow. You act surprised - when I catch you lying, Like some dark soul - had stolen your tongue, My backs to the wall - and you’re hardly trying, Do what you want - but I’m not backing down. Chorus You used to look for new ways to inflict your misery, And when I tried to talk you back down you made me an enemy, I miss those peaceful nights back in the beginning, You used to hold me as I slept at night, now I sleep alone. I come home late - to stop complications, I see your face - and the fight starts again, We’ve grown so old – but love confrontation We play this game – and so we can’t complain. Chorus You used to look for new ways to inflict your misery, And when I tried to talk you back down you made me an enemy, I miss those peaceful nights back in the beginning, You used to hold me as I slept at night, now I sleep alone.
2.
Way to Me 03:10
Way to Me When the starlight shines down on where we stand No matter how far we may be What little glow it might leave within your heart Will find its way to me And if the moonlight brightens the path you walk No matter how dark it may be Follow that light and know that it won’t be long You’ll find your way to me (x2) Chorus: So many stars will light up your eyes They’ll shine on all that you see As twilight falls you’ll find them all They’ll show you the way to me And if a satellite catches your weary eyes No matter how high it may be Follow its trail and you’ll finally see the path And find your way to me And find your way to me Chorus: So many stars will light up your eyes They’ll shine on all that you see As twilight falls you’ll find them all They’ll show you the way to me They’ll show you the way to me
3.
The Distance 04:19
The Distance When it was time for you to go, I didn’t try to change your mind, We’ve been through all of this before and it makes no difference. We could wish each other well, we could say we’re still close friends, But we both know, that we’ll only share the distance. I tried to help you pack your things, but then I stayed out of your way, After all this time, I know when you need a moment. Like the time you almost cried, I tried to hold you in the darkness, You let me try, but then you told me you’d be all right. Chorus: How many times I tried, to figure out the answers, Now we’ve run out of chances. I tried to be the perfect confidant, but we kept too many secrets, Now we only share the distance. Did I imagine what we had, was this all in my head, I thought we were all right – when when I told you all my secrets And now the day is finally here, with a whisper and a warning, Now you have to go, and leave me here without you Chorus: How many times I tried, to figure out the answers, Now we’ve run out of chances. I tried to be the perfect confidant, but we kept too many secrets, Now we only share the distance. (break) When it was time for you to go, I didn’t try to change your mind, We both know, that we’ll only share the distance.
4.
Slippng Away 03:49
Slipping Away I tried to follow you, late last night, after you closed the door But I’m so afraid, that I might find, what I’m looking for You said you loved me, then changed your mind, and it’s been nights since you’ve been gone Now it’s 3am, and I can’t close my eyes, crying over what’s gone wrong Chorus I feel afraid when I kiss you, Things don’t seem like they used to be -- I feel you slipping away from me You used to tell me, when you held me close, your love for me was so strong You said if I were yours, then you’d always be mine, When I woke up my world was gone You think I don’t see, what you do to me, or what goes on behind closed doors I can’t stop wondering, what’s leading you away, and if I can take anymore Chorus I feel afraid when I kiss you, Things don’t seem like they used to be -- I feel you slipping away from me Chorus I feel afraid when I kiss you, Things don’t seem like they used to be I feel you slipping away from me I feel you slipping, I feel you slipping I feel you slipping away from me
5.
After You’re Gone The fire has turned to ashes, there’s nothing to unpack It’s cold out there almost everywhere, But there’s no turning back I dreamt I sacrificed my heart, So there was nothing to regret But the dream was just a dream I guess, Now I can’t make myself forget Chorus 1 I should feel lucky to have had this love, Now that it’s gone wrong How could I know what it takes to carry on, After you’re gone, After you’re gone Out there in the darkness, The place that we fell in love It was hard to see what was pulling me, But that should have been enough The wind hissed through the trees that night, like a warning from above But the wind was just the wind I guess, So there’s no need to be alarmed Chorus 2 Followed my baby into the lion’s den, But I went down real slow Nothing to cling to, nothing will linger on, After you’re gone, After you’re gone Lost out on this broken path, with nowhere left to go You lost control of your broken soul, where no one else would know The moon was large and high and bright, you howled at it all night But the moon was just the moon I guess, So there’s no way to make it right Chorus 1 I should feel lucky to have had this love, Now that it’s gone wrong How could I know what it takes to carry on, After you’re gone, After you’re gone
6.
You Said Goodbye Please don’t leave me here alone, It’s cold outside and I’m far from home Lost my way now since you left, I wait for you all by myself Please don’t leave me in the dark, this loneliness might leave a scar Maybe come back the very next day, I can hardly wait to see your face Chorus 1 You said goodbye like you meant it, I tried like hell not to resent it I wait for you to make your come back, I never thought you would do that If you ever go again, I’ll sit real quiet and wait ‘till when You come back to me for good, every time you left I hoped you would I’ll be OK if you don’t, you’ll come back home or maybe you won’t I can stand this on my own, but if I can’t I’ll pray you’ll phone Chorus 2 You said goodbye like you meant it, I had a dream I didn’t hear that My friends they say I shouldn’t feel bad, but they don’t know how to feel that All the times I’d wait for you, It hardly seems like you wanted me to When you’re back for the last time, I couldn’t stand up for what was mine Go away and let me be, there’s no way back that I can see I miss you but I’ll act so tough, you leaving me was more than enough Chorus 1 You said goodbye like you meant it, I tried like hell not to resent it I wait for you to make your come back, I never thought you would do that\ Chorus 2 You said goodbye like you meant it, I had a dream I didn’t hear that My friends they say I shouldn’t feel bad, but they don’t know how to feel that
7.
Am I Too Blue? – Lucinda Williams Am I too blue for you? Chorus Am I too blue? When I cry like the sky Like the sky sometimes Am I too blue? Is the night too black? Is the wind too rough? Is it at your back? Have you had enough? Do you miss my touch? Do you wanna stay? Do you have so much, Still left to say? Chorus Am I too blue? When I cry like the sky Like the sky sometimes Am I too blue? When you're in the dark, Do you call my name? Is there still a spark? Does it feel the same? The sun beats down, It burns your skin, When you run into, my arms again. Chorus Am I too blue? When I cry like the sky Like the sky sometimes Am I too blue?
8.
Come Back to Me When you’re tired – and lost your way, Nights are lonely – and you realize – you’ve had your day, When you’re heads on straight and you can’t go on, You’ll come back to me and I’ll be gone. When the music – ends abruptly, And the next choice - on your dance card - looks unlucky, When living it up – has got you so down, You’ll come back to me and I’ll be gone. Chorus Bright lights - may seem enticing, But all those bright lights lose their glow, You wanted the high life - more than my life, There was a time when I needed you so. When the party – finally breaks up, You feel empty - and you’re ready - to come back home, When you’ve had enough of that harder stuff, You’ll come back to me You’ll come back to me You’ll come back to me but I’ll be gone.
9.
Someone 05:03
Someone I’m standing right in front of you, you don’t see it that way, I hold out my hand to reach for yours, but you’re too far away I reach into this emptiness, but you’re so far away Am I someone that you could love, you just seem so out of touch, I try to ask you but I can’t speak, am I someone you could love? Chorus Oh darling, you’ve got the best of me I’ve been trying all this time to be patient Am I someone you still care about, since you woke my sleeping heart I think you’re looking right through me, am I someone you could love? I try to ask you but I can’t speak, am I someone you could love Chorus Oh darling, you’ve got the best of me I’ve been trying all this time to be patient Oh darling, if you say I’m wrong for you I will hold it all inside without hesitation
10.
Tell Me Tomorrow It’s been a while, since we’ve talked about what’s gone wrong, We’ve tried to put it off, but the problem’s gone on too long, All that’s left of us, is what we haven’t burned to the ground, Now you won’t look at me, and you say you won’t stick around. I should give up, I don’t know what you want me to do, I’m tired of hearing lies, and guessing what’s really true, This can’t keep going on, there’s nothing to misunderstand, We know our time has come, but we’re not strong enough to lend a hand. I’ve been down this broken road and I’ve never found my way I’ve been there so many times, you’d think I was happy to stay Chorus Hiding in shadows – protecting ourselves from the light Tell me tomorrow – that everything worked out right Basking in sorrow – you’d think I was some sad song Tell me tomorrow – we’ll pretend that we’re both strong You’ve been playing your cruel games, go hurt someone else I’m so tired of excuses, but maybe some will help Chorus Hiding in shadows – protecting ourselves from the light Tell me tomorrow – that everything worked out right Basking in sorrow – you’d think I was some sad song Tell me tomorrow – we’ll pretend that we’re both strong
11.
Trail of Tears I’ve loved many others, and it always ends the same Cruel words are spoken, drinks get spilled And I’m back on the road again Chorus Walking down this trail of tears, a heartbreak on every path No matter where I go, every love I know - keeps on leading me back The first time that I saw you, I thought you’d be the one It wasn’t long ‘till I heard the call, and I knew you and I were done Chorus Walking down this trail of tears, a heartbreak on every path No matter where I go, every love I know - keeps on leading me back Bridge Tears keep flowing from my eyes They lead me down this trail Tried so hard to give it up But I keep going back again I know that you meant well, I even called you mine But this trail of tears is the road for me And I’ve got to keep moving on Chorus Walking down this trail of tears, a heartbreak on every path No matter where I go, every love I know - keeps on leading me back
12.
Fading Away 02:48
Fading Away You’ll come back even though you keep leaving Like you’ve done so many times But you won’t find me waiting at the door I don’t need any more signs Chorus ‘Cause while you were fooling with someone’s heart My love was fading away Look around, but you won’t find me home, dear I’ve left no warning we’re through The times that you left me here all alone Have come back to haunt you too Chorus ‘Cause while you were fooling with someone’s heart My love was fading away Chorus ‘Cause while you were fooling with someone’s heart My love was fading away
13.
Take it With Me The phone's off the hook, no one knows where we are It's a long time since I drank champagne The ocean's blue, as blue as your eyes I'm gonna take it with me when I go Old long since gone, now way back when We lived in Coney Island There ain't no good thing ever dies I'm gonna take it with me when I go Far, far away a train whistle blows Wherever you're goin', wherever you've been Waving goodbye at the end of the day You're up and you're over, and you're far away Always for you, and forever yours It felt just like the old days We fell asleep on Beaula's porch I'm gonna take it with me when I go All broken down by the side of the road I's never more alive or alone I've worn the faces off all the cards I'm gonna take it with me when I go The children are playing at the end of the day Strangers are singing on our lawn It's got to be more than flesh and bone All that you've loved is all you own In a land there's a town, and in that town there's a house And in that house there's my baby And in that babby there's a heart I love I'm gonna take it with me when I go

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Nick Kizirnis - guitars
Kate Wakefield – vocals, cello
Tod Weidner - guitars
“Crazy Joe” Tritschler - guitars
Patrick Himes – bass, keyboards
Mark Patterson - drums

Produced by Nick Kizirnis and Patrick Himes
Recorded by Patrick Himes at Reel Love Recording Studios
Mastered by Sean Haney

Design by Rachel Botting

All songs by Nick Kizirnis except *
All songs Copyright c 2020 Nick Kizirnis except *
All songs published by Nicky Kay Music, BMI except *

* ”Am I Too Blue” by Lucinda Williams, Warner-tamerlane Publishing Corp. (BMI)
* ”Take it With Me” by Tom Waits, © Jalma Music (ASCAP)

This album could not have happened without the incredible amount of time and effort that Mark Patterson, Kate Wakefield, Tod Weidner, Joe Tritschler, and Patrick Himes put into it. Thank you.

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released January 29, 2020

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Nick Kizirnis Dayton, Ohio

For almost 20 years guitarist/songwriter Nick Kizirnis has explored songs and styles ranging from Americana to indie pop, from traditional rock’n’roll to ambient/experimental. In addition to his solo albums and The Mulchmen, he has also worked with Tobin Sprout (Guided by Voices) and The Breeders (“The Dirt Eaters” single for 4ad). ... more

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